will you still love me when no longer young and beautiful?

OH MEH GAWD has it really been since march 13th that i last posted!!!!!!!! i feel like time is just flying my rapidly

with the end of the school year comming up along with the end of my senior year, ive been stressing major over my upcomming final IB exams and have been geeking out cuz there is just SO MUCH TO DO and i feel quite over extended.

so lets see here whats been going on recently----i went on senior retreat, been having test on tests, a new baby cousin was born today, rekindled some old friendships, watched life of pi in ToK SO GOOD, been eating alot of chocolate, neglecting working out, going out to din din with the rents at some awesome places, rocking out to lana and dave 24/7, studying like a mad man, going to starbucks alot, buying wayyy to many lace thongs because ive discovered how utterly COMFORTABLE they are expecially from the gap because they always have their lace undies on sale, did some major retail damage, hopefully getting a job, and trying not to think about the fact that i only have two more actual weeks of classes left.

but on the bright side im going to see olly murs tommorow night and ed sheeran on may 10th which schould be awesome and prom is next weekend but im not going. sadface. cuz nobody asked me. well this guy was supposed to ask me but then he didnt because he didnt want to go. after that i was feeling pretty dejected and downcast and just didnt feel like going to another high school dance by myself. for once just once i wanted to go with someone. why is it that all the cool and overrated people get the dates... thats lame. but all is well because my friends and i are going to do all sorts of fun stuff that weekend

my mother and i have been crusing through prison break its actuallly kinda crazy weve gone through two seasons in two weeks. Lets just say it has definitly detracted from my studying :) oh well senoritis get to the best of us.

graduation is in something like 28 days----holey schamoley
which means that i leave for paris in 29 days HOLEY CRAP. omg words cannot describe how excited i am for it.

my English teacher REALLY REALLY wants us to go see the great gatsby when it comes out and i really hope that we do because it looks so good!!!!! leo has deinfitly still got it. plus the soundtrack seems amazing...just check out young and beautiful by lana del rey ITS AMAING. and considering that im a lanalover its not suprising that i adore this song but its still SOOO GOOD. ive had it on repeat all day.

well guys ive been studying and reteaching myself two years worth of economics for about 8 hours today and  i just wanna do nothing, be lazy, and then go to bed.

cya later aligators

WILL YOU STILL LOVE ME WHEN IM NO LONGER YOUNG A BEAUTIFUL

DEAR LORD WHEN I GET TO HEAVEN WILL YOU LET ME BRING MY MAN!!

ALL THAT GRACE ALL THAT BODY MAKES ME WANNA PARTY

HE IS MY SUN HE MAKES ME SHINE LIKE DIAMONDS

IVE SEEN THE WORLD DONE IT ALL

DIAMONDS BRILLIANT

HOT SUMMER NIGHTS MID JULY AND YOU AND I WERE FOREVER WILD

ya know just some lana lyrics

plus i follow dave matthews quotes of twitter now and one of the tweets was "when you look into a mirror, do you like what's looking at you?"---thought provoking dont ya think

okay goodbye for real now