you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness

so this song,, kinda sounds like something that a person should get high too (not that i would know i dont exactly do that kind of stuff) its by gotye its called somebody i used to know.

so my mother has this philosophy, well not a philosophy, but she doesnt like going to the grocery store alone so if you go with her, she will buy the food that YOU want, and naturally i dont trust her to get the stuff i want so i always end up going with her. and this past week i have kind of been in a health craze (except for the occasional cookie, well a little more than occasional) and on pinterest there is TONS of stuff for this website called bodyrock.tv and they had all these recipies of healthy stuff that i dont have!!! like flax seeds? wtf are those, and wheat grass? sounds like something you could smoke, and almond milk (we are very 1% kind of people), theres other stuff but i dont remember what it was. so i made a list of all this healthy food that i wanted my mother and i to get. AND I WAS SO sucessful.

my mom said she couldnt justify getting the 10 dollar 2 pound bag of almonds, which is A SHITLOAD of almonds, so instead i got the cinnamon glazed ones which are delish

vanilla greek yogurt for my smoothies

i got the flaxseed although im really not sure how its beneficial

ALMOND MILK!!! wahooo its actually not that bad, i put in in my smoothie and you cant even tell the difference

I almost got tea bags but i HATE warm tea so i was like  ehhh i probably shouldnt get that

plus my mother is a die hard--well not die hard but advocate of ROUNDYS,, i mean she doesnt by roundys soda which is just nasty  but things like milk cheese and bread shes all for, and i convinced her to by the 4 dollar cheese which for me is a GINORMOUS accomplishment, you all are probskies are like WTF shes SOO WIERD

but whatever and then while my mother wasnt looking i picked up this bottle of morrocan oil stuff for your hair, my goal was to get leave in conditioner but this is okay . And since i wanna grow out my hair (the long style) like in this picture

or this one
I can do this, no problemo but eventually my hair starts to have really bad breakage, and when ure hair gets long does it ever just start to feel heavy, and you feel as if you need a head massage!!!

you make me wanna through this shoe right through that concrete wall

GUYYS you have to listen to this song its by zee avi its a verry....mellow.. song. listen to it while you read this FANTASTIC post (not really)

DID JA LIKE IT!??!?!?!?

well i hope so okay so i feel like im copying xxCammyloverxx becuase now im going to post MY COLLAGES, i literally just spent the last hour and a half of my life doing this, and my mother will not turn up the heat even though its like 17 degrees out so my fingers are freezing, so im gonna make this post SUPER QUICK

BIG NEWS GUYS
i think that i am definitly going to change my blog title, ill probably keep the url the same cause it makes it 438232842 times easier, but i think what i have decided on is "come take a walk on the wild side" do ya like it?!?!?! i was afraid that Wild One would be too similar to sammy4ever's and i dont want her to think that im copying her, but shes not one of my followers or anything so idk if she would really care. WHATEVES thats what ive decided on. is it a little too long?!?!?! choices people choices 

okay so i made these two collages for when i make my new blog title  tell me what cha think...oh and xxcammyloverxx i make them on Picasa 3 they have this SWEET collage feature, but i have to find all the pictures, THANK GOD for pinterest.com and weheartit.com

  so as you can see its ALL BLACK AND WHITE,,, and then id make my font some cool color...purple? perhaps.... HAHA I SMILED TO MYSELF---remember in disturbia in the begining when the funny asian kid is like kissas (=perhaps in spanish) no---and hes saying it so much because it sounds like KISS ASS. haha lolllz

okay moving on,, my second one.

i think i know which one i like better...

WHICH ONE DO YOU!!!!

your comments are much appreciated

love you all, happy hump day!

come take a walk on the wild side.

LANA DEL RAY (rey?) im not sure the song is called born to die---kinda ominous but whatevs.  MAYBE that'll be my new blog title?!?! hmmm es possible

so i made a new collage..... lemme know if you like it

ill probs make a new one tommorow but picassa is being a bitch so LATER HATERS---well hopefully not haters, im off to memorize a spanish oral, ADIOS

im gonna run this town tonight

that song is by lucy hale--ya know the chick from pretty little liars, who KNEW SHE COULD SING, well if its not all computerized and shiet.

Okay so my guidance counselor gave me this application thing to apply for being a "leader of tomorrow" and me looking after my future, thought it would be a good resume booster, and i thought the heck with it, so i have to apply for it though. and the application literally took me like 2 seconds but then it says  ****please attach a brief paragraph (50 words or less) stating to the committee why you feel that you are deserving of recognition of a Wisconsin Leader of Tomorrow.

-----writing a 50 word essay trying to sell yourself to a board of people who you DONT KNOW is very very very hard....so this is what i have....read it comment do whatever... im not a very good writer, so bear with me, and this is 88 words but i dont know what to get rid of...HELP ME. it would be much appreciated.

            John Quincy Adams once said “If your actions inspire others to dream more, learn more, do more and become more, you are a leader.” This is ultimately what I strive for and when given the opportunity I believe that my outgoing personality helps me resolve conflicts, offer innovative ideas, and provide a respectable example for others to look up to. Being active in my community through volunteering at the local hospital, service club, National Honors Society, and my school’s tennis team has allowed me to lead by example. 

ITS SO BALSE (idk if thats how you say it) i feel like its so BORING, i need it to have spunk and scream PICK ME PICK ME. ugh decisions decisions. 

Well on the bright side, my scarf that i am making (BY KNITTING im cool :) ) is well underway, i worked on it while i watched taken----best movie ever, god the girl and mom it in,...WHAT BITCHES, he totally showed you LENNY that he is the MAN, i was going to watch a cinderella story once upon a song but i couldn't find it and then when i did it turned out the disc only had 26 minutes on it,,,, total (imaginary) ball buster. 

On the flip side i ran three miles for the first time in like 6 months, it took me awhile to pick it back up but i finally did it. PAISE THE LORD, i also was feeling very invigorated and decided to finally try my frozen banana + pineapple (weird combo right? the pineapple kinda dulled the banana down) + vanilla yogurt + SPINACH---welll baby romaine to be specific we didnt have spinach so i had to improvise. And for all of who like me two weeks ago are gagging in thier chairs thinking "thats disgusting" its REALLY NOT, and while the spinach gives it that greeny and grass smell to it, you cant taste it at all. It was a learning experience, but i kinda liked it. So the whole rest of the day has been spent catching up on big bang theory (marry me Leonard?) making a new spotify playlist, catching up on my magazines, showering, eating, act prep (KILL ME NOW), and maybe i will sew something tonight, i cant decide. 

BUT hopefully, sara will text me and we will play bananagrams---but she has exams all this week so im not sure if thatll work out too well. ew sundays suck. peace and blessings 

cause you walked out without asking me...

cady grooves song, it was a free song in the newest seventeen.

Okay so one of my new years resolutions is to start reading REAL books, because im not gonna lie all i read it youth fiction, and yes while they are "real" books, i wanna start reading stuff about history and the classics, really get myself familiar with the world of LITERATURE. so here is what is on my list
1. autobiography of coco chanel---currently on hold at the library
2. The last lecture- i have this feeling that andy pausch could be life changing.
3. Sense and sensibility
4. sherlock holmes--i acutally have this but its so large its daunting
5. ellen degnerous books- i just think this would be hilarious
6. the lord of the rings books- i started reading the hobbit then stopped.
7. books on the brain--ive checked these types of books countless times but i never read them!!! they look so cool, some of the ones ive seen were what body language tells you, and i cant remember the rest
8. for some reason i want to read about english princesses from forever ago, ever since i saw the duchess with kiera knightly ive always wanted to do that.

9. i wanna read about ghandi and nelson mandela and CLEOPATRA i absolutely want to travel to egypt some day
10. the scarlet letter--im not gonna like easy A made the book look so much better

im sure theres a billion more but i cant think of them

This morning sara and i volunteered and for the first time EVER we got rid of aLL of our cookies--people were like HAWKS and there were so many friendly people today, it made me happy to volunteer there... well im off to make an infinity scarf, adios amigos.

My life is average

GUYS IT'S THE FIRST REAL SNOWFALL, OF THE YEAR

and it doesn't even matter that I totes bombed my first bio test of the yea becausee the snow makes up for it. It's january and Wisconsin, snow where have you been?

I even took a picture on my mother brand spanking new iPad to show you all how wonderful the snow it.......but the stupid thing can't upload it, wha kind of piece of crap is this you'd think if it's 500 dollars it'd be able to upload a picture

So the other day I asked my bio teacher what he did over the weekend...he's a sixty yea old nerd for life who played online video games, how he is married is beyond me. But I asked him wha he did and he starts rambling on about what he did and then he was like really slowly...why am I telling you this you are not my friend. It's safe to say that the next time he asks me something I am going to reply with but mr. B your not my friend. The the day before that he we were in the computer lab typing up our labs and he saw my fingernail polish its all chipped and yucky looking im just too lazy to do t during the school week and was like Katie when is the last time you painted your fingernails....and I was like uhhhhh over break? He proceeded to tell me that I must not care very much about my appearance if i Don't paint my finger nails. He's insulted me mannnnnny times his worst one was by far telling. Y that I would fit in amount the biggest loser contestants. And for a girl who is always trying to lose weight( well not always but I've been trying for the last like 2 years. I'm not like 175 pounds or anything but id like to have less jelly roll) that is NOTthe thing you want to hear.

Well peeps I'm off to go kick to hardcore butt at tennis, hope that my chicken wrap digests in time, and pray for a long awaited snow day. COME AWN BABY JESUS

its always darkest before the dawn

FLORENCE AND THE MACHINE---- i love love love love love them they have such good music, literally i could listen to them on repeat on my ipod forever!

so i read this poster on pinterest awhile ago that i was like WTF when i read it. I tried to find it but i swear its nearly impossible. But the jist of the poster was this guy telling other guys to NEVER marry or date girls who love to read because those girls have tons upon tons of fictional guys to compare you to. SO then that got me to thinking......

MY FUTURE HUBBY REQUIREMENTS---in no particular order
1. he should love me no  matter what even if i dont have a arm :) like Jane and Rochester in Jane Eyre
2. He should keep me on my toes and make it STEAMY  like Carlos Alex and Luis Fuentes in the Simone Elkeles books
3. he should want to fight (physically or metaphorically) for our relationship like GALE AND PEETA--the hunger games
4. He should hopefully want to pour out his heart to me on the beach like Avi does in How to Ruin your teenage life.
5. I would hope to think hed want to be will me literally till the end of time (sorta cheesy) LIKE EDWARD- i just had to include that :)
6. He would wait for me even if i wasnt ready like Daniel does for Luce 
7. He should pick me up when i cant do it myself like Nate does for Ruby in Lock and Key
8. he should stand by me no matter what shit i get myself into like Cabel does for Jamie in Wake Gone and Fade
9. He should love me even if eveyone else might disapprove like MR DARCY--me love mr darcy
10. He should love me even if i make him want to rip out his hair and max out his credit card like in Confessions of a Shopaholic
11. He should love me because of whats on the inside like wanda in the host by stephenie meyer
12. he should love me even in i dont fit in like in the last song
13. He should love me even if i do stupid things like Belly and Conrad in Its not summer without you
14. he should love we awkward bits and all like auden and eli in along for the ride
15. he should be soulful well he doesnt have to be but itd be nice like finn in megan meades guide to mcgowan boys
16. He should want to go on adventures with me like in nick and norahs infinite playlist

I COULD EVEN go into movies and say that....

i want to drive off with him on a lawnmower with music blasting

or make me feel special like the chick in sixteen candles.

so i guess that guy at the begining of the quote he was kinda right, or maybe i just have really high standards. Im not gonna lie though you see all these guys in these fictional books and their all smooth and savvy and gorgeous and they make the girl feel like the best thing in the world, but guys in HIGH SCHOOL PSHHHT, they dont even know to be nice! well thats false, but literally their idea of a date is dinner and a movie and thats great and all but its BORING i want to be wowed! is that so much to ask for. I feel more and more bitchy and high matenience as i write this post so im gonna stop now

thoughts? xxxooo katie