Saturday, September 24, 2011

light it up thats smoke and mirrors

Mirror Lil wayne 

I love lil Wayne I think he's just such a chill dude and yeah he's been caught smoking pot a ton And has like three baby mamas and has tattoos literally covering up his whole entire body but he's awesome and I love his music. I love one of his songs called prom queen. Ever heard of it? I think it was on the Carter three but it's about this guy (lil wayne) who likes the prom queen and she ignores him and doesn't give him a second of her time, and when she gets all upset she come back to the guy to find tht lil Wayne is moving on. Or At least I think that's what it's about I'm but really good at finding the Inspirational meaning in songs . But it's pretty obvious because the lyrics go " i loves her fancy underwear..... Never forget the day she left and walked away..she had it all figured out when she left me with a broken heart .....but the prom quuuueeen the prom queen was crying sitting outside of my door  see you never know how everything could turn around" but if you've never listened to it I think you should.

So I literally just spent 20 minutes picking out the best songs ever. I went through my whole entire library and picked 26 songs and now I just feel so good! Aside from being overly bloated and stuffed from eating way too much culvers  I'm just....happy. And I love doing what I'm doing right now. Just sitting writing this And listening to good music. Does that ever happen to you. As if music can just change your mood like instantly. Plus I just wanna dance. Sometimes I wish that I had did r and b or freestyle dance instead of tennis then like in mosh pits at dances I could just break it down and everyone would be like. Yeah Katie. Haha but my dancing ability is limited to whAt I do in the shower yes I'm a guilty singer and dancer in the shower everybody does it, it's totally normal!!...right? And booty bouncing!! But you can't forget the shopping cart or the cue tip and watering can...when I do those the boys just flock To me practically. I mean why would they want some girls butt rubbing on their nutter butters down there when they could watch my sick dance moves!! Okay I'm going to stop now before I get ahead of myself.

Yesterday I practically begged my mom to let me skip school. I offered to clean the whole house the whole day!!! and she said no!! An opportunity of a lifetime just gone. But today all we do is the whole school walks a threeish mile route and have a pep rally where the poms team performs the jocks of the senior grade get In Skirts and do a dance. they normally try to hook in Harry potter somehow this year they reenacted a duel. And they announce the homecoming prince and princesses. And after that they had the powder puff game where the junior girls play the senior girls and there coached by the football boys of that grade. I forgot my shirt and everything so I just socialized. But now that some of my friends are becoming more popular they like to ignore me and I'm just want to say What the Fuck are you doing your not cool, your actually extremely overrated and  you dont have to be a dushebag all the time. But I'm trying to not let it get to me. I'm struggling can you tell? High school just go extremely overrated (I can't think of any other way to say it) everything is just so cliche and people are so mean. Like the sophomores. This year they voted homecoming queen someone who is totally wierd and everybody knows that it's a joke literally except for her it's really sad. Then again our grade did that last year too, except for the girl who we voted for took it super seriously and at the football game when they crowned everybody she dressed up in heels and tights and this really fancy velvet dress when everyone else was in jeans and spirit wear. I didn't vote at all I never do but it still really sad. Plus my grade is having the homecoming week junior senior wars. And two people posted really bad facebook pictures of this one really popular senior at school and made tshirts and were mocking her. Plus the year before when they were juniors the seniors t peed her house three time and wrote ugly bitch in shaving cream on her lawn. She's had a rough two years.  

Anywho yesterday was just stupid the best part is probably the dance competition which this German foreign exchange student in our grade almost won by the seniors weren't winning any of the games so they had to give this one to the seniors. So then i went to tennis practice after and i went to my friend Jennys house to get ready for the football game. We got there 45 minutes late and by 940 i was DYING, the game was going SOOO long. and so we decided to leave, and i said to my friends okay you ready to go? and theyd be like well i dont want to leave until everybody else leaves and so then wed wait and id ask again and then they just stopped listening so i was like wtf im leaving, so my jenny kate and i all went down the bleachers. All of a sudden my other friend was like i didnt know you guys were leaving. i just wanted to SCREAM. its like holy fuckk how many times did i have to say LETS GET THIS SHOW ON THE ROAD. Come onnn people. like twenty so when everybody decided not to listen i was just said fuck this bitch IM OUTIE. when i get fiesty i tend to swear as you can tell. So we all went to culvers with these nice but slightly odd at times guys, and when my mom was there to pick me up i didnt even bother saying goodbye to everyone. I was exhausted and i had to wake up 645 the next day and it was already 1045. I think my friend saw me roll my eyes at her because i was so angry and i felt kinda bad about that.but i was just being bitchy.

So then today, Saturday, i woke up at 645 and had to go straight to the courts because we have conference for tennis. Well we play our first match, we won but we were FREEZING. it was maybe 40 degrees out, and for the first like 15 minutes i didnt have any tennis spirit wear for our school so i had to go only in my uniform, ugh i was dying it was sooo cold. Plus i was nipping like crazy so i kept on folding my arms awkwardly over my chest. lovely. 

But then it starts RAINING. and they say that their going to wait for an hour. so its cold with freezing rain and there is no "indoor" facility so were all stuck outside. But once it starts pouring they finally let us go and now its rescheduled for monday if it doesnt rain, and now i desperately need a nap, and i need to study my bio. but i procrastinated for a good three hours, recleaning my room because it was a disaster. And then i made this jewelry holder thing for my dangly earrings. and my ipod is being retarted so i cant put a picture of it but its pretty cool its got caged wiring and then its got a border of this dark purple fabric that i had. So i like it but if you flip it over to the backside it looks like crap because i had to staple the wiring to the border like 70 times and then i had to tape the fabric to the border and it just looks like not professionally made AT ALL. 

so yeah hope that wasnt too borning peace and love happy saturday

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