IM A PAYPHONE TRYING TO GO HOME.......if happy ever after did exist......all these fairy tales are full of shit
GUYS ITS MAROON 5 and wiz khalifa---pretty good song if i so say so myself its a bit mainstream but thats okay CAUSE IM NOT HISPTER--did that make sense, eh whateves im too lazy to change it :)
thank god its a four day week, i dont think i could have handled a 5 day week, going back to school after spring break SUCKS with a capital S and emphasis on the SUC.
my brother and all his senior friends, well all of the senior student body is gone till Friday for senior retreat, which has its plusses and minuses, PROS 1) i can stop pining over his dorky but smart and adorable friends CON 2) i cant pine over his friends :( PRO 3) i dont have to worry if my nose is really greasy or if i smell good in hopes that when i pass them they get a whaft of katiey-sexy-smelliness CON 4) i fully plan on wearing jeans and sweats tommorow horray for good hygiene!!!!
ugh ive gotta stop being so weird---because ya know what my flirtation techinque is TO LOOK AWAY---then they dont notice me! which i have come to realize is idiotic because then they will never know i exist, my cousins from up north were over last weekend as was brents friends and this is the conversation i had with my older mal married cousins
John my cousin with 3 kids all under 6: Well which one do you like
MUA: *blush* I DONT LIKE any of them
John: is it the one with the blue shorts
Mua: what? which one has blue shorts?
John: i dont know i was just seeing if you would react
Mua: i dont like them! lets just say that i like little bits about all of them
A LITTLE WHILE LATER
John: Katie i think i figured out which one you like!!!
Mua: oh yeah?
John: yeah he came up here looking for the bathroom while you were at Saras
Mua : REALLY! ugh (wishing i hadn't been gone when that happened), hmmm lets think of a reason for me to go downstairs!
Ryan other married cousin: Go down there and ask them about the Tigers and their game! guys love it when you know about sports
Mua: ehhh.....
John: well katie, do you talk to them?
Mua: NO!!! i avoid all possible eye contact
John: katie how are they supposed to know tthat you like them if you dont even look at them?
Mua: I DONT LIKE THEM (a total lie)
----> see my fantasy is that they can FEEL me looking at them so they look at me and then i look away, i want them to make the first move, but its obvious that that is not going to happen, gosh i wish i was better at....boys, they should really teach -Flirtation 101- in high school, it would have really helped me.Plus ffor being such a outgoing and talkative girl, its shocking that i dont talk to boys that much, i always just expected boys froshie year and sophmore year to talk to me, and take the initiative, which is retarted because they girls are the ones who have to make the first move unless you have a REALLY outgoing guys (which in suburban wisconsin is RARE unless they want to run the bases,,,,,if you catch my drift) im totes making sterotypes its more like 56% want action the other 45% are nice, awkward, non popular and dont bother going to dances like PROM because their TOO COOL
ya know what i say to that
FUCK THAT.
high school is overrated and very cliche the movies portray it well
and ya know what...
I DONT NEED A MAN TO MAKE IT HAPPEN, I GET OFF BEING FREE, I DONT NEED A MAN TO MAKE ME HAPPY-pcd ladies, i miss them, stupid nicole she just HAD to go and make her own music, lame. Plus why say something yourself when you can quote right?
adios
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