I can tell you that you're all I ever wanted, dear

so yesterday while i was on my way back from PARTYING WITH JESUS---church was sooooo long because its palm sunday and all and they have the super long reading and do all that stuff with inscense but anyway i was on my way home and i heard THIS SONG on the radio 102.1 to be precise and i was like Brian! (mi hermano, or brother) what is this song called. It was one of those moment where i knew what i was because it was SOO FAMILIAR but i couldnt put my finger on it, i asked him if it was seether (love them) and he was like NO...its the airborne toxic event he said it was called all i ever wanted. and i was just like I KNEW IT, because its on my spotify playlist!!!!! i love spotify but thats beside the point. so i have been playing this song and some new madonna on repeat now for awhile and i was looking at the lyrics (below) and their so strange but i LOVE EM. i bolded the lines i particularly love

I can only say these things to you while you're sleeping
I hear the hum from the wires and the sounds of the morning creep in
I lie awake and pretend you can hear me
And you tell me that you're scared that you're turning into your mother
And I feel myself turn into my father
We could lie to each other like they do and say we're so happy
It's easy when you're young and you still want it so badly
And I feel my heart pounding
And I think that I might scream I can tell you that you're all I ever wanted, dear
And I can utter every word you've ever hope to hear
But I shudder when I think that I might not be here forever, forever, forever
That night you whispered like a ghost and you looked so shaken
You were so quiet and small and you tell me you wanted to be taken
I just never think of you as the kind of girl who would say that
And you suddenly seem like some faceless thing in my grasp
Your eyes so wide, your face a glow
It's the face of someone I don't know
I can tell you that you're all I ever wanted, dear
And I can utter every word you'd ever hope to hear
Shudder when I think that I might not be here forever, forever, forever
And all I could think is that it must be a kind of rebellion
To arm our fears like soldiers and slay them.
 I can tell you that you're all I've ever wanted, dear
Through the dim while you're breathing, while you're sleeping in here
Waken and you ask me if I'm going to be here forever, forever, forever
Your face so twisted and your eyes are light
I want to tell I can change and we can cry at night
But I'd be lying
Love is defying

kinda so scary stuff, and i am really really bad at reading into all sort of literature music included, for example Shakespeare PUHHHLEASE i such donkey balls at that!!!! so it would be equally fair that i would have just as hard of a time with something that is NOT written in shakespearean. Im also bad at rap, but lets face it their lyrics rarely make sense, their just looking for rhymes..

okay this week is going to suck HARDCORE  but i will perservere!!!!! adios amigos hope they week for you is fabooo!!!! (rhyme im awesome)