this is more sincere than the bottom of the letter..

so good remix by timeflies tuesday

I talked about these guys once they did a dirty remix of a disney song...it was fantastic


STEPH LONG TIME NO HEAR!!!!!!

thankfully i got a solid 11 hours of sleep today so i definitly feel MUCH better after waking up at 7 every day this week YUCK its summer i shouldnt have to do that!
I am not going to be babysitting though until the 1st so i can go trhough a food cleanse. These people i babysit for have nothing really but yogurt intheir refridgerator, and time after time i chose the nutella over the yogurt NOT A GOOD CHOICE. i am bad with temptation. but these past five days i feel as if i have been CONSTANTLY full, im never hungry because i eat ALL THE TIME at these peoples house. SO this week is my food cleanse and LOTS OF WATER.

with august approaching quickly i can feel myself flipping out internally. SENIOR YEAR!!!AHHHH i used to think that when i would be a senior that i would have everything figured out. iwould know where i want to go and what i would want to do. But thats a joke right? because i have no effing clue what i want to do.

I continually flip back in forth bewetten Pediatrician (Pro: dollar dollar bills, and helping adorable kids. Cons: lots of school, seeing sick kids :( ), Architect which is my dream job, but with the economy in the toilet i dont know if that would be so great, and a engineer because i love math.  UGHHHH. choices choices.

I did decide that im not going away to a different state for school because i could never handle that. Not being able to see my mom and all my family I COULD NEVER HANDLE THAT plus i love my bed and my room and home cooked meals, y would i ever want to give that up!!!

but anyway i am SO THANKFUL that this week is over. PRAISE THE LORD . now i can go to goodwill and get a funky table and flip it to make it look fabulous, stay up till 2, make target runs in hope to see patrick the cute target employee with sara, sleep in till 10, get starbucks, read cosmo, buy clothes......



AND THEN IM OFF TO NEW YORK for a all girls trip with my mom aunt and cousins its going to be fabulous. I am planning all my outfits out so i look fabulous every day and crossing my fingers that i see someone famous, not that im going to accost them or something i just want to take a picture from afar, i dont think i could ever go up to them. If i saw chris hemsworth, josh hutcherson, or joseph morgan from vampire diaries i think i would have a panic attack i would be so over the moon.

Not that you need to know this but my current obsessions are: the Janet Evanovich books im on the 9th book!!! my friend recommended that i read it and I LOVE IT, key lime okios yogurt JUST HAD SOME YUMMM, my new tangerine shorts, and flavored coffee.


IM OFF to my haircut wish me luck!!! and maybe goodwill if sara ever responds to my text!

adios amigos have a happy saturday.