i would give it all if only for a moment

FLORENCE AND THE MACHINE

so ive been kinda jamming to this and imagine dragons for the past two days. they are just such happy songs ya know!!!! and i felt like ive been needing some uplifting because with all the holiday festivities IT CAN ALL GET A BIT STRESSFUL

but i guess this is a new year---so it calls for NEW BEGINNINGS
everybody keeps tweeting what there favorite moments of 2012 were and honestly i cant really think of any, except of course for our trip to st. thomas which was stressful and relaxing and enjoyable all at once.

ive been mentally trying to make a list of my goals for 2013---and its REALLY HARD
i always say that i want to lose like 10 pounds AND THAT NEVER happens
i guess i would really love to find inner chi
stop gossiping about people
really try and get along with my brothers
do more yoga
take more care in my appearance
really live up my last year before COLLEGE AHHHH!!!!!
and make SHIET LOADS OF NEW FRIENDS

its sad im gonna miss high school I ONLY HAVE 5 MONTHS LEFT how saddd

:(

by the way IM SORRY I HAVENT POSTED IN ALMOST A MONTH :/ not good but with exams and all this shit ive been lucky if i could catch ONE tv show or anything

but now with break what have i been doing??!?!?!
playing scrabble
continuing knitting my scarf
getting kind of crafty
reading alot
went to see the hobbit and les mis tommorow



have a lovely new year everyone
MAKE GOOD DECISIONS :)

hello. wherever you are

KESHA PEOPLE---im listening to the album currently and seeing which ones from her newest album i like and which one NEEDS 2 GO.

you see i have homework that i could be doing...but everything seems so much more interesting like
pinterest
or twitter
or SPOTIFY
or hearing about kate middleton being PREGGERS
or facebook
or people
or eating
pretty much doing everything BESIDES HMK

ya see i have recently (within the past 6 hours) become quite frusterated with myself. About a week ago i had this really big bio test that i needed to ace because i have a C plus (WHICH HAS NEVER EVER HAPPENED BEFORE) and i only have one more test after that to bring my grade up before the semester exam which lets face it, im gonna fail anyway. but anyway so we got said test back AND I GOT A 66 PERCENT---like wtf i studied for like 7 hours and i studied differently than i have for all the other tests thinking that it would make a difference, BUT NOT IT DIDNT. honestly

i feel so burnt out. I have heard numerous times that people think (older people who have gone to college) college will be easier for me than high school BECAUSE HIGH SCHOOL IS THAT VIGOROUS


EFFING IB PROGRAMME-----its ruining my life.

but hey i would rather going to college and have the work load and tests be smooth sailing than having a rude wake up call. right?

ugh fml. i have a pimple by my lip cuz im obsessed with my new esos lip balm----white GIRL PROBS ---steph STRAIGHT UP.

adios amigos--

i will not be commanded i will not be commanded

MY THOUGHTS ON LIFE LATELY
--when is christmas gonna come
--man that man at the assembly was quite inspiring (he was a war veteran who was shot in the head and IS STILL LIVING TO SPEAK OF IT, he was so nice and sweet.)
--why does this essay still suck after ive worked on it for like A BAJILLION HOURS
--ugh i dont want to study for biology
--why hello pinterest
--harry styles why are you so D_A_M_N cute?
--cyrano de BERGERWHAT?
--teachers why do you hate us so much, were not superman we need sleep
--yay i made 10 dollars of babysitting tonight.
--sons of anarchy cd why do you sound so melodiously wonderful but make me so sad
--god i need to lose some weight
--GAH TURKEY MAKES ME SO FULL
--lemon water is delicious
--sometimes my friends suck
--going to college scares me. what am i going to do without my bff who ive gone to school with since i was 5
-- what should i get my rents for christmas
--showers are for pussys
--periods blow, i hate being a girl
--hello people.com
--wtf get away from me. u may not have even said anything to me but im just gonna continue being angry with you, because ure annoying as EFFUCK
--im not hungover or anything but those loud noises ure making NEED TO CEASE
--WHAT THE FUCK IS A LOG?!??!?! #ibprecalcsucks
--god i hate it when people hashtag outside of twitter ^^^ i have problems obviously
--having my mind blown from watching all of the lord of the rings over tgives break
--love listening to misty mountains (cold), the hobbit trailer song.
--my brothers ladyfriend is A WEIRDO
--anxiety, stress, content, JUST DONT WANNA GIVE A EFFUCK
--but i cant just not care about school, i cant
--swearing really isint attractive i should stop
--gosh i need some retail therapy
--am i really that shallow lol.
--have ure people talk about something that you werent invited too. awk

okay enuf ranting. UGH I GOTS TO DESTRESS...maybe ill eat some chocolate but that wont help my weight loss problems

i seriously think that my life is a compilation of white girl problems, i should just write a book. 
yayay all my tvshows are comming back this week 
nashville, gossip girl (NOT THAT MANY EPISODES LEFT---sad day), VAMPIRE DIARIES, WAHOOOOOOOOOO

adios mis amigos---hows life?

r-o-c-k me again

GUYS IM IN LOURRVEEE!!!!


one direction is my JAM NOW---and ive always been a harry styles lover but now im switching to NIALL---he seriousily is ADORKABLE (adorable+dorky) i mean hes HILARIOUS but then again half the time i dont even know what he is saying cause of his fricken irish accent that is so THICK---plus when he talks fast its espically hard to understand him. so anyway lately ive been obsessed with one direction - cause their awesome and adorable (expect louie i dont really like him, hes to feminine for me) except i just wanna slap Zayn cause hit tats are disgusting and he would look way better without them. i mean when hes 89 and wrinkly and nasty how is going to explain why he has ZAP tatted across his arm LAMME. THank baby jesus that thanksgiving is comming up. Both my aunt and mom are working and they normally are baking queens of thanksgiving so this year until my aunt and mom come home my 26 year old cousin and I are in charge of cooking and baking everything--- CAN ANYONE DAY DISASTER. I dont think its going to go that well, but we will have to see. So ya we only have monday and tuesday of school


AND GUYS WE WON STATE FOR FOOTBALL!!!!

i didnt go to the game because i just wanted to replete after the week and i went to see breaking dawn so i was pertly tired. But its division 3 so no one really cares about us anyway. My mother thinks im lame cuz i didnt go but I DONT GIVE A FUCK. One of the guys on our team actually got a scholarship to University of Wisconsin Madison for football, so obviiousily he doesnt suck so much.



But oh well, OKAY PEOPLE i have to leave im getting ready to go for a lunch date con MI AMIGA

if u wants to listen to some rocken music heres what im listening too right now

lucky ones- lana del rey
rock me - one direction
finally found you - enrique iglesias
Sweet nothing - Florence and the machine and calvin harris
I will fall - Nashville Cast -----> LOVE NASHVILLE
If I didn't know better - Nashville Cast
Die Young (deconstructed version) - Kesha --- its the acoustic version basically

TELL ME WHAT CHA GUYS THINK

ITS VD TIME

Thank god today is thursday because then vd is on an then it means that we are only one day away from the weekend.

So i promise that this is the ONLY political post i will ever have but recently something came to my attention that just makes me feel compelled to comment on. So i live in wisconsin which alway seems to vote democratic in elections but thr county i live in is highly republican.

My chemistry teacher on the day of the election said that Mitt Romney was a bloodsucking billionarie and that obama was the person to vote for to support catholic values. There are a million things wrong with what he just said. First of all he is not supposed to talk about his affiliations and even though he didnt directly say who he is voting for he made it pretty obvious. And secondly catholics corr belief is tht all life is sacred, and what just kills me is that as a student its not like we cann try to refute what he just said BUT I GO TO A CATHOLIC PRIVATE SCHOOL!!! He cant say things like that.

I think its just stupid people cote on things like JUST social policies they dont even think about what obama is doing economically. Like i bet my physics teacher doesnt even think about the fact that obama is raising taxes on families that make 200,000 which is the majority of families who go to my school. Therefore families who used to send their kids to private achools may decide to send their kids to public schools because it is cheaper . THUS his job is drectly effected.

I mean i understand if you vote for obama because you believe in both is social an economic policies and can back it up with cold hard facts that what he is doing is good for the economy then fine. But it seems a bit strange that 95%of the aftican american population voted for obama. In the end obama is going to raise the deficit make it a massive burden for kids in my generation, our medical system is going to seem like a dream compared to what it will be like, abortion will seem normal, our reputation of being a world power in the navy military etc is going to go to shit, were heading closer and closer to socialism and even I know that that is NOT a good thing. The america we used to be is slowly and slowly fading. Now people who work hard to sucecced will be forced to just give their money to people who work for shit and never got a high school education.

And ya know MICHELLE the fact that you said that you had never been proud to be an american until your beloved hubby barack was elected is despicable. What kind of person isint proud to be an american but better yet SAY IT ON LIVE TELEVISION. anni bet everyone who voted for obama just neglected to realize that. Why werent you proud before? Huh? Huh?


Maybe its just because ive been raised under the wing of two very informed republicans but im still gonna have hope that someday we will go back to the way we used to be. BE INFORMED PEOPLE BEFORE YOU VOTE!! Dont be lazy!! Know what your voting!!!



Okay im done. Sorry if i offended anyone, i hope i didnt because im bot SPURTING LIES I WAS ONLY TELLING THE TRUTH I PROMISE.



Okay goodbye happy thursday

if i let you know im here for you

GUYS THESE KIDS R SO DANG CAYYYYUTE

idk if thats the offical video but in the realy video they are just STUNNIN

i mean....i would have their babies, any day

just sent in my first college application

out of two

WAHOOOOOO its my backup so i know ill get it in but there are so many freaking steps to the whole application process, its nasuaeting. and i keep on getting afraid that i skipped a step or something but WHOOOSH!!!! it feels nice to have at least finished one.

so besides reading crime and punishment, and reading crime and punishment, and reading crime and punishment this week......all i wanna do is curl up in a hole. my body is depleteld and i will be lucky if i dont turn to mush from all the halloween candy ivebeen eating. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME. i need a spa trip or retail therapy or SOMETHING.



okay off to goodwill to find some flannels haha lollz I HAVE NO LIFE

we happy free confused in the best way

22 by tswift

now im not exactly a tswift fan ESPECIALLY AFTER I HEARD THAT THE SONG I knew you were trouble is about harry styles. i mean honeslty, how did u not know that that kid is trouble he effing had sex with two 30 year old, gross. so you writing a song about how you FOUND OUT that hes trouble is pretty idiotic. 

*come on tswift get ure head on straight*

BUT---i am listening to all her songs on repeat--i think that she genuinely a REAL artist--i mean she write her own songs and sings then FANTASTICALLY without autotune and shes really good in concert. she was found because of her voice, not because of previous fame or something, which is refreshing.



my life in a couple of words:
stressful: i have about 60 pages of crime and punishment to read each night-can anyone say AWEFUL
depleting:I NEED SLEEP MY EYES ARE STARTING TO TWITCH
chaotic: so many things going on. COLLEGE APPS yuck

haha thats all i can think of---TONIGHT IS HARt OF DIXIE

YAYYA



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