i would give it all if only for a moment

FLORENCE AND THE MACHINE

so ive been kinda jamming to this and imagine dragons for the past two days. they are just such happy songs ya know!!!! and i felt like ive been needing some uplifting because with all the holiday festivities IT CAN ALL GET A BIT STRESSFUL

but i guess this is a new year---so it calls for NEW BEGINNINGS
everybody keeps tweeting what there favorite moments of 2012 were and honestly i cant really think of any, except of course for our trip to st. thomas which was stressful and relaxing and enjoyable all at once.

ive been mentally trying to make a list of my goals for 2013---and its REALLY HARD
i always say that i want to lose like 10 pounds AND THAT NEVER happens
i guess i would really love to find inner chi
stop gossiping about people
really try and get along with my brothers
do more yoga
take more care in my appearance
really live up my last year before COLLEGE AHHHH!!!!!
and make SHIET LOADS OF NEW FRIENDS

its sad im gonna miss high school I ONLY HAVE 5 MONTHS LEFT how saddd

:(

by the way IM SORRY I HAVENT POSTED IN ALMOST A MONTH :/ not good but with exams and all this shit ive been lucky if i could catch ONE tv show or anything

but now with break what have i been doing??!?!?!
playing scrabble
continuing knitting my scarf
getting kind of crafty
reading alot
went to see the hobbit and les mis tommorow



have a lovely new year everyone
MAKE GOOD DECISIONS :)

hello. wherever you are

KESHA PEOPLE---im listening to the album currently and seeing which ones from her newest album i like and which one NEEDS 2 GO.

you see i have homework that i could be doing...but everything seems so much more interesting like
pinterest
or twitter
or SPOTIFY
or hearing about kate middleton being PREGGERS
or facebook
or people
or eating
pretty much doing everything BESIDES HMK

ya see i have recently (within the past 6 hours) become quite frusterated with myself. About a week ago i had this really big bio test that i needed to ace because i have a C plus (WHICH HAS NEVER EVER HAPPENED BEFORE) and i only have one more test after that to bring my grade up before the semester exam which lets face it, im gonna fail anyway. but anyway so we got said test back AND I GOT A 66 PERCENT---like wtf i studied for like 7 hours and i studied differently than i have for all the other tests thinking that it would make a difference, BUT NOT IT DIDNT. honestly

i feel so burnt out. I have heard numerous times that people think (older people who have gone to college) college will be easier for me than high school BECAUSE HIGH SCHOOL IS THAT VIGOROUS


EFFING IB PROGRAMME-----its ruining my life.

but hey i would rather going to college and have the work load and tests be smooth sailing than having a rude wake up call. right?

ugh fml. i have a pimple by my lip cuz im obsessed with my new esos lip balm----white GIRL PROBS ---steph STRAIGHT UP.

adios amigos--