but when i put down my gun..

LUPE FIASCO- letting go ft. sarah green.

okay do you ever hear a good song on the radio, or in a store at the mall, and then remember a line of the lyrics to figure out what the song is called and then when you get home YOU FORGOT, yeah i totally did that today and im SOO ANGRY cause it sounded like a old lady singing it and not usually something i would like but i did, and now i cant find it awesome.

I spent aout 1 and a half hours doing this..

So up CLOSE they look a ton shittier than they actually are. so yeah, from far away i was actually pretty impressed with myself.

I JUST DROVE ALL BY MYSELF FOR THE VERY 1st time. OMG totally scary, i went to the library it was very awk. Theres this kid there thats like half indian half black half american looking and has a fro and a awful fashion sense, but he seems nice. But i was checking these books out.

I figured i'd reread them before i get the third from the library but its taking so freaking long that one of these days i might just have to go to barnes and noble, get myself a peppermint hot chocolate and read it myself. But anyway so these covers they are either of people kissing or practically just about to. theyre VERY STEAMY, and for some reason i felt very AWKWARD about checking these out, with this awkward kid, and i literally looked anywhere but him, EVEN AT MY SHOES. 

so i babysat these two girls who are besties, with sara today, i cant tell you the number of times i heard I AM YOUR MASTER, or GIDDYUP I AM YOUR MASTER HORSEY, its sounds very adult for them to be saying that. 

BTDUBBS--did u know that song by Rihanna S&M, the s and m stand for Slave and Master, why youd sing a song called slave and master is beyond me, rihanna is just so strange, but THANK GOD SHE DIED HER HAIR BACK, but now we've got demi lovato going gingy, and katy perry blonde, and Nicki Minaj is probably concoticing somthing strange like a whig thats tye dyes or something.

Also i decided that i have all these mini canvases and i have nothing to do with them--so i painting them and putting quotes on them. i have 4 and i only have one quotes thats a forsure.

FOR SURE: 

Not all those who wander are lost

Possible:

Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. You just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it. With all your heart.

to cross the ocean you have to be willing to lost sight of the shore

thats about all i got, any good ideas???

i think i will go set up my sewing machine now, adios amigos.